These complaints addressed here aren’t any ordinary yammerings (it was worse than if someone repeatedly asks, “Are we there yet?”) But they believed the food sucked (all they ate was manna, but that was to avert any inclination to idolatry, which I’ll get into later). This chapter is found in pages 85-86 of the NKJV Bible I have for this four-translation project, pages 108-109 of the NASB Bible (Old Testament), pages 173-174 of my VOICE copy, and pages 175-177 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m all for an honest request of any kind when it’s reasonable, for that’s what David had in mind when he went to Nabal in 1 Samuel 25 (I wanted to read my HCSB Bible through that chapter from where I had left off after leaving the bookstore when I was seeking Christian advice yesterday), but spoilers, Nabal was utterly defaming David πππππππ and the Israelites had been attached to Canaanite worship, ironically, when they had been in Egypt for hundreds of years (for Canaan had a very strong influence over Egypt in those days) β I don’t even know if they were telling the truth in whatever food they had wanted to eat in Numbers 11:5. And they had complained about God leading them just moments earlier in verse 1. I know I don’t want greedy desires… avoiding them is easier said than done, though… and I actually think it’s easier to stay with the same sin you’re hoping to quit but feel at home with, for while I’ve tried to set mine aside for good, I grow worse when I do, and I’m not sure where to go from here. If Jesus indeed came to set us free from our sins in this life, then great… but we can’t claim we’re above all sins with or without Him. I guess soon, we’ll each have to face the choice between what is right and what is easy… I feel I’ve lost too much already. And even if all my student loans were forgiven today (they’re my only debts remaining), my confidence still won’t be very high even in the Lord’s justice… I don’t know… when they decided not to forgive up to $20,000 of every former college student’s loans, that was when I wanted to set aside my U.S. citizenship, even if I were able to have my loans erased. This was in mid-2023… and the U.S.A.’s 250th birthday is just over four months from now, so when they make their next move (though I discovered they had blocked most of the tariffs β that didn’t really work, though, for Trump then set new ones β seems like every good thing that happens is only fuel for the fire, actually), I’ll likely be arrested for being myself… whether forgiveness is legal or not.
I can also relate to Moses when he heard all the people go “yap, yap, yap” about nothing… he actually said in verse 15, “If You plan to treat me like this, then just kill me now. If You care about me at all, just put me out of my misery so I do not have to live out this distress” (VOICE) β trust me, Moses, I feel you BIG TIME. EVERYONE who understands useless complaining from grown men and women who know better feel you. And I’m scared I’m not a good human being or had even been blessed by Jesus Himself sometimes… also, while I was writing this down, something went wrong with this tab as I was trying to type again. I think Satan didn’t want me to speak the truth about the technology acting up, too. But God is stronger than he is, so that’s nice. I don’t want to lash out against any customer or staff member at Fry’s, though. I guess I’m running out of faith that sanity actually exists π€·πΌββοΈπ€·πΌββοΈ
I do love that God selected 70 men to prophesy over all Israel, though… too bad they all were rejected by Him when they also complained against Him with all the others upon hearing a weird report about Canaan, concerning which this book details later. Sort of. Yet it’s the backbone of much of the book, and Hebrews 3:7-19 references this and Psalm 95:7-11 where it says, “Today, if you hear the Lord’s voice, don’t harden yourselves” (author’s translation). But I don’t think retribution would be the only thing He does β it’s not His heart to punish, actually (see Lamentations 3:33). Many people would tell you this is the driving force behind His love, but there was none of that retribution stuff at creation, just as Jesus would say in Matthew 19:8 that divorce wasn’t a thing in the days of Adam and Eve before the snake deceived Eve and Adam followed suit. I’m sorry that there’s too few people who believe forgiveness exists, not to mention patience, hope, love, all of that πππππππππππππ I don’t want to be around them…
Moses’ wish at the camp (verse 29) was actually God’s desire for all the people who’d later become Christians out of knowing they can’t save themselves… I know I couldn’t. And whenever the law of Moses is read, a veil covers their hearts, as Paul would mention in 2 Corinthians 3:14 much later. But thank God that salvation’s actually possible by Jesus β comfort shouldn’t be worshiped, and neither should safety, but He loves both within reason. And I’m done talking about the same Numbers passage twice, for it ends with the Israelites getting a bunch of meat then getting struck by God’s plague β yeah, funny how I just said that π¬π¬π¬π¬π¬π¬π¬ but I don’t want to talk at you concerning this. Next up: chapter 12… this will be another ridiculous event. But I pray I can withstand it and also think carefully on how it unfolds. See ya!