Hello, guys. Sorry I hadn’t updated sooner, I was going through something… I’ll have to keep it private, and I’d rather have no one ask me. In fact, I don’t get much energy from being around others as much as I used to… I guess I’m a lot more introverted these days. Maybe that’s also why I don’t update much anymore, because I don’t expect others to not feel violated because of me and I can’t seem to try hard enough, in fact, I think I’m terrible at growing in this or in even trying to keep something private, whether it seems necessary or not. I hope I can get some alone time with Jesus here because I don’t think I can do this very good πππππ and even if I do succeed, I don’t think anyone’s really happy with me, and I wish I didn’t need to talk with others very much πππππ I can’t put this very well in a blog post, either… but this chapter is found in page 51 of the NKJV Bible I’m using, pages 65-66 of the NASB Bible I’m using for this, pages 111-112 of my VOICE copy, and pages 106-108 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.
I realize from reading this chapter again I’m actually not surprised by the idolatries i see at work nowadays π I wish I didn’t have to see these… I think I’ll get in trouble for saying something about this at work if they find out about this… that’s another thing: I don’t think I can escape trouble most days, and now I know why: the story is quite similar for many people with a background like mine, dealing with controlling people in childhood and such. I pray for a spirit of humility… I don’t feel myself right now, actually… what am I doing wrong? Everything, I think. I know not many read this, either, but I don’t think I should explain where I live right now (but I feel safe every day) —- and I think the pandemic wrecked me enough in that I’m not sure I’ll be the same again ππππππππ and the worst part? People will say when I’m trying to make Jesus known to them (which occurs fairly often), “Dude, you never had a chance to have any dreams in the first place, why should you bother get any and encourage others to do the same?” But I think this chapter is why people say things like that, ultimately coming from Moses angering God about his stuttering problem in the first place (Exodus 4:10-14)… this doesn’t happen today, mind you, but in those days Jesus hadn’t been born yet. Indeed, God hasn’t been angry since Jesus died… but it’s too bad Aaron wasn’t very stable in his mind… but I think it’s hilarious that he said, “out came this calf!” —- in verse 24 of this chapter ππππππππ and this led to many bad things on Israel’s part and is why they were captured and why many people still think they suck. But this is unwarranted… mind you, most Old Testament passages point to the 586 B.C. capture of Jerusalem in part. I don’t want to speak of that too much, though.
I wish I knew what to do about how to hold fast in a world in which idolatry is growing more potent, but hopefully the churches across the world can be more authentic. If it doesn’t happen, we’re doomed. Thank God this is happening in many parts of Asia, though ππΌππΌππΌππΌππΌπβοΈ = π and I realize also that it’s easy to take being in a safe area for granted, but I don’t want to be caught in the crossfire. Besides, most parts of the Phoenix area are unsafe (the outskirts of town are usually better), but if I could, I’d head to Costa Rica or northern Europe. I do want to be content with what I have, though. Still, I think it’s really weird when a church practices idolatry… I pray my heart follows God’s ways… and I pray you would, too. Oh, I just remembered: I had this dream about Florida, and I think Disneyworld rocks! But anyway, hopefully we stay on the right path, and if you’ve never followed Jesus before, I encourage you to start now, since it might not be long before it hits the fan greater than ever. It’ll be worse than COVID-19, trust me. Jeremiah 30:7 and Daniel 12:1 briefly mention this. But Revelation in the last few chapters says Jesus wins, Satan loses, and those who accept Jesus will reign with Him forever (see also 2 Timothy 2:12). I hope I see you there… later, guys!