Ron And His Stories

I love that Moses and everyone in Israel (I mean the descendants of Jacob a.k.a. Israel, a la Genesis 32) sang a glorious song of victory when they made it into the Arabian Peninsula after the Lord Jesus flooded Egypt’s army and drowned everyone (keep in mind He didn’t delight in overthrowing Egypt, since He loves His enemies, too — you know He died for them as well, right?) — no one of Jacob died, thank God 😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇 I should also let you know I actually don’t have much to say concerning this, but I’m grateful miracles exist still, even to this day. This passage is found in page 40 of my NKJV Bible, page 52 of my NASB Bible, pages 89-90 of my VOICE copy, and page 86 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.

I say it’s great that miracles still exist today because… well, Sarah took me and Marcela (one of her girlfriends) to Six Flags Hurricane Harbor for her birthday coming up 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 (oh, pardon the interruption, Jonathan came in and asked if we could get some coffee for his Keurig machine, so I’ll be back shortly) — we didn’t need to leave, and the coffee tastes great. Indeed, I knew miracles would be in danger of being forgotten if not for the Six Flags trip this afternoon, so that’s why I say this is good. I pray for this to continue… I don’t know what I’m going to do next and the lack of information is scaring me. But I believe God for things to go well in the future, just like they did today 🌊💧🌥 so if you have any prayer requests, you can let me know what you need prayer for in my e-mail: ron.outland4727@gmail.com! I’ll read each one, write them down, then tape them to my bedroom walls! I’ll see you in the next large section of Exodus where the beginning of the journey to Canaan is recorded! Later, guys 😊😊😊😊😊

Here we have the famous story of God leading the Israelites out of Egypt, for He was happy to pull it off through Jesus (see also certain translations of Jude 5). He wanted the people to honor Him through this, and was looking forward to having His people love Him knowingly, just as many of us in the Church do now… I hope… I don’t expect others to know Him if they’ve become entrenched in “churchianity” but for those who’ve never heard of Jesus, and have some Bible access, this is a great example of what He did for His chosen people to bless the earth with. That’s why God led them out of Egypt. This chapter is found in pages 39-40 of my NKJV Bible, page 51 of my NASB Bible, pages 88-89 of my VOICE copy, and pages 86-87 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.

I can’t wait for more miracles like this one here, and I think we need them, for although the Bible’s still the best-selling book EVER, people all across the world are getting more and more hostile against Jesus, and more and more governments are trying to help them wipe Jesus off the face of the earth. It seems to be the weirdest case here, though, since nationalism is gaining ground. But hopefully, people look at miracles like this one and acknowledge that Jesus exists. Once they do, they should leave iniquity behind forever, just as 2 Timothy 2:19 commands us. Why is nationalism even a thing, anyway? Does it have something to do with the fact that greed is central to U.S. customs? I don’t think they’re addressing any specific sins, anyway. That’s what I’ve noticed. But I can’t thrive with idolatry around… 😖😖😖 Thank God sin’s not required to stay in the U.S.; in fact, birthright citizenship is still a thing here, thankfully 😇😇😇😇😇 I wish it were the case with every nation, though. Regardless, I was telling one of my friends at work that things aren’t looking so good in Gilbert because of high housing prices. I was like, “And Gilbert’s supposed to be the second safest place in the whole country? I guess that’s why they call it America.” Think about that next time you see a good-looking neighbourhood and still find death in the hearts of so many people in it. You’ll quickly agree with me.

We then shared our beliefs about religion, and I feel bad someone’s tried to turn her away from Jesus, so I pray for love to hear her broken heart of the atheism that nearly made her an agnostic… yep, I called the churches’ practices atheism, since they don’t believe in God; otherwise they would’ve practiced Jesus’ teachings. I’ve been finding it more difficult to identify with Jesus at times, actually… but hopefully some people become Christian in my area soon, and that power is defeated here. For just because it says in 1 Corinthians 4:20 that the kingdom of God isn’t about work or talk but in power doesn’t mean anyone gets to use political prowess to seize the earth so that there’d be a giant gap in income. I actually believe the U.S. doesn’t care about any of us, but thank God Jesus does 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 We need to spread the word! Josh was convinced of this when I told him that… I’m actually surprised anyone would believe me concerning this 😄😅😆 Jon Foreman even sang in his Looking For America song, “America, where are you? Am I asking for too much?” Unfortunately, we ALL might be. So I think we should reject the systems altogether, and that we should believe that this is a kind of biblical Babylon. Hopefully, though, Jesus leads the way for more people away from our sins and into His glory…

It’s too bad there doesn’t tend to be a lot of miracles here, and whenever we pray for any miracles to come from Jesus, they’re usually hated by almost everyone because of deep unbelief. Why is it even a thing, anyway? Huh… I guess it’s because of too much money, and that many people here think they’re Christian because of some access to the Gospel even though they know half the world’s still unevangelized. But safety is what we need, yet isn’t not much of a thing here, sadly… the U.S. has been at similar rankings in this to South Africa and Saudi Arabia for quite some time. Weird, but when you’re at a similar spot to an Islamic nation where nothing but Islam is allowed, you know we’re in deep trouble. But I pray for miracles across the Middle East and in places like China and Indonesia, where Christianity is more or less frowned upon by the government. I don’t think we’re safe in very many places of the world, but even though I love Gilbert, I can’t accept the idea that people should go to Hell because I’m not there to preach the Word to them. But because I don’t have the money or even the freedom to get there, I pray for Jesus Himself to speak to them and that their hearts are illuminated by His Spirit to love Him, knowing we can’t save ourselves… but still, I have managed to ascertain how much longer I’ll be paying my debts back for in BOTH my college expenses, yet I still don’t know how much I owe on my credit card thing. Regardless, because I have a good credit score again, I think it’s a lot better than what it used to be.

If there’s anything to learn from this story here, in Exodus 14, is that even though things can look hopeless again, at least God is faithful to provide a way out to those who ask for it. I think there’s more to look forward to beyond this, and I can believe there’s better days ahead for those who love Jesus. Too bad there aren’t that many people who even have any interest in the Scriptures. But I don’t want to rush anything here; in fact, I’d understand if no one wants to hear anything I’m saying; I can sound very awkward at best, and a total nightmare at worst. I’d rather not be the only gospel preacher anyway; it’s not even a job title I have; I’m just hoping people hear the good news because of me. Still, there’s something I should’ve known long ago: the Lord Jesus is faithful to provide a way out to those who deserve it 💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💗💘💓 indeed, we see that ✝ = 💖 — and I’m not making a religious statement here. I think we might have to be careful with whom we share this with, in case anyone weirdly believes Hillsong to be a cult, and I don’t agree with them. I do pray for the church leaders who love Jesus to be faithful, though. I wonder what you might need a miracle for, if you let me know, I can pray for this. I’m sorry that people have tried to turn you away from Jesus, especially on the Church’s behalf, but there’s going to be revival across the world, at least. Yet nationalism dressed up as Christianity is on the rise (remember, it got the paper’s attention, which is weird), and it’s getting in the way. Sadly, I can’t do anything about it, but pray for freedom to no longer be used as a means to offend… I’m hoping it’s still legal for me to say that 😂😂😂😂😂😂 but I’ll see you in the first half of chapter 15!

The Lord God sets up regulations for the Israelites’ new way of life here, from Passover instructions to redemption of the firstborn, but nowadays, Jesus says everyone gets to find redemption in Him, and this was merely a shadow of things to come (see Hebrews 9:8-9 — wow, I just noticed this was here 😅 I should’ve noticed when I did my first round of this nearly nine years ago 🤷🏼‍♂️ oh, well) — this passage is found in page 39 of my NKJV Bible, pages 50-51 of my NASB Bible, pages 86-88 of my VOICE copy, and pages 83-84 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.

I won’t go into much about the actual laws of the Old Testament here, but one thing I found out in early 2014 was that cursed objects are real. I’m serious. There’s all sorts of media outlets that have demonic content, and we should NEVER bring those into our houses, lest we ruin ourselves or even endure eternal punishment for it. The worst of it has to be heretical books like Wayne Grudem’s works of literally any kind, not to mention A.W. Pink’s content and Paul Washer’s, and also political books like what I’ve seen my roommate drag home before. I also think John Hagee’s works are satanic and demonic, since I see a hateful undertone in everything he writes. That’s just a few. The Eminem CDs also have unforgiving content, likewise anything else with a parental advisory sticker (we don’t need to make such content haha). I love the Jumanji movies that came out late 2010s, but I don’t think the instructors needed to be puppets of the satanic U.S. department of education system (this can be true of any country, actually) — beware of demonic stuff in our media. Careful what you indulge in, guys, for all this I speak of comes from different religions, and that’s not good, since they ALL lead us away from Jesus. It can take a while to get back, too, and drugs are evil as well; I think they’re cursed objects. I just found out some 16-year-old apparently took a pill that killed him (I don’t know how he got it or if he even wanted one, but you never know, stories like this might be fabricated, and besides, I believe in forgiveness anyway). Oregon had legalized them last November, and so I pray for healing there… I think the drug users need some counseling, and some help with not bouncing off the walls over the wrong stuff… I stay away from all content like this as best as I can to ensure I don’t hurt myself, and even though I got two movies earlier this year from Wal-Mart, neither of them are R-rated or above, and I want to find godly moments in them, but it’s unlikely, since both involve some intense events, I think. I don’t have an exhaustive list of what is or isn’t safe to entertain yourself with, but I think it’s best we learn as we go along. Still, use what you know to your advantage. I do like the Black Panther movie, though; cool stuff! 💪🏿💪🏿💪🏿✊🏿✊🏿✊🏿✊🏿✊🏿✊🏿✊🏿✊🏿 #wakandaforever — yep, I have a T-shirt that says that haha 😂😂😂😂😂 I love it!

I didn’t notice the passage of the latter portion of chapter 13 until about early 2017, when I was still applying for jobs and trying to get off the streets (it’s a long story, but this exodus/wilderness story I paralleled to it) — I guess that’s why life’s been hard 😅🤷🏼‍♂️ but I’m grateful to be in Gilbert now, since I was invited to live with Jonathan and I’ve stayed with him since 😇😇😇😇😇 I think that happens a lot in our lives, actually, for even though the easy way I’d love to take, I unfortunately feel like difficulty might be preferred in God’s sight, even when there’s less hostility in the easier route… I dunno. Europe’s pretty cool, but many nations across the earth are still in lockdown… for what I don’t know. But I pray healing for EVERYONE in Africa 🌍 the situation’s very serious, for I think Satan’s led many to believe the prosperity gospel there, and that’s not a good promise, huh?

I still don’t have much blessing after getting paid, though, for I need to pay too many bills each month and my job, even with a lot of hours, doesn’t pay much despite the high wages and average prices. I found out three weeks ago they increased the minimum wage a fifth time since 2016 (this was back on New Year’s Day), but there’s nothing I can do to make extra cash, since a car loan is very unwise and I can’t do deliveries on my bike so I can earn some wages… I need some help. I hate living on vague survival measures, and when I get a miracle, I seem to lose all of it like immediately; I’m starting to think I can’t keep any miracles, and that people who are wealthy might just be born into it, and all of us are screwed who aren’t born into wealth, and perpetually, too. I know what you’re thinking, “You can work hard enough to succeed!” But it’s obvious this only seems to be possible for the elite, and when we’re generous, it seems like everything goes to waste. I want to listen to more preachers of Christ from across the world, but I have no chance on finding an authentic message most of the time. I want to preach the good news to the nations in the Asia/Pacific area, but it’s obvious that the heresy of “Christian” Nationalism seems to have won preemptively. For it’s gained the paper’s attention, and they’re trying to help them gain absolution. I don’t know what to do, since I can’t leave the house tonight or next week if there needs to be a Game 7 of the NBA Finals (GO SUNS!!!) I even have difficulty playing recent messages from 2RC and Hillsong Australia, so I might be boxed in… pray for a release, please?

Here we find the beginning of the Jewish calendar, since God said in verse 2 that this is the beginning of months for His people (NASB). But this was to point towards Jesus to come many years later. Still, this passage is found in pages 38-39 of my NKJV Bible, pages 48-50 of my NASB Bible (Old Testament), pages 84-86 of my VOICE copy (I’ll go read it really quick), and pages 81-83 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.

There was also the Passover, still celebrated by Jews today, which I think is pretty good, but they need to realize it’s Christ that should be worshipped instead, since this observance pointed to Him when it first came out.

Anyway, the whole land of Egypt had dead firstborn men everywhere, and so Pharaoh finally admitted Jesus defeated him, so he urged everyone of Israel to leave in haste, so they did, and all of Egypt thought they’d all be dead if the Israelites never left. Too bad Pharaoh changes his mind later on once again… I don’t know why he did that. I guess the power got to his head… I don’t know for sure; I guess it’s something I can never really understand, since people like him are authoritarian and such. Indeed, the man had rejected Jesus at least once in his life prior to that point. What I did enjoy hearing, though, was that recently, California opened up again, as its next-door neighbour, Arizona (where I’m from) had done over a year ago. Heck, I’d actually buy a house there if I had five million bucks, but I don’t think there’s a single place in the West that’s any safer than Gilbert is. I do love Arizona, though.

I should also mention that — I really hate to say this — I feel this isn’t remembered much in the churches of Christ nowadays, since the heresy of “Christian” nationalism still hasn’t even been bruised even once, well, except for Trump having to leave his job, I guess. Still, the people actually worship something like this, and they even came up with a Lee Greenwood Bible (complete with U.S. history mixed with Bible passages) — thank God they couldn’t find a publisher yet; I mean, Zondervan didn’t do it, so I feel they’ve done a good thing here. This is getting very strange. I just found out this week that someone had predicted back in 1936 this would be popular. We don’t know who said it and where he was from. But even so, with what’s happened in the last several years, I feel the U.S. has sealed his fate. I’m serious. People have said for years, “If God doesn’t judge the U.S., He’d have to apologize to Sodom and Gomorrah!” But the guilt here is even worse, for they’ve actually used God’s Name for political power to obscene degrees! I feel they’re going to criminalize everything but “Christian” nationalism soon, and that abuse will be required by law for every citizen per day. When we resist, they’ll give us a fate more bitter than death, since they know there are worse things than death that exist, like trafficking. It’s like when Snape killed Dumbledore then became headmaster of Hogwarts, and when he did that, he sealed off all seven secret passages between it and Hogsmeade. I’d rather die, to be completely honest. I pray my nieces receive Jesus soon… they don’t deserve to be violated like this!

If you want to pray about anything else, too, you can leave me an e-mail at ron.outland4727@gmail.com! I’ll read each one, write them down, then tape them to my bedroom walls! Hopefully your Juneteenth went good this year, and I’ll see you in the next one!

So, God announces that every firstborn species in Egypt will perish, but if you look into James 1:13, you find that God cannot be tempted by evil, and He Himself doesn’t tempt anyone. Indeed, this is the final plague in Egypt that God announces… and nothing like this happens again there 😇😇😇😇😇 I remember I was pretty thankful I was able to head to another part of the Phoenix area to live there, and after many nights at the homeless shelter, I was able to live with Jonathan starting four years ago this month. However, he’s making changes that I won’t announce right now, but this passage is found in pages 37-38 of my NKJV Bible, page 48 of my NASB Bible, page 84 of my VOICE copy, and page 81 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.

I did find a friend I can move in with, but he’s not buying the place until November, and I’m depending on him to put himself somewhere here in northern Gilbert so I can live safely close to work and the church where we go to. I’m also depending on God and beseeching Him daily that I don’t have to leave Gilbert or move out too soon before October, for the first day is the cutoff date that I had let the federal loan guys know that I’d be living here through that time frame. If anything happens, even if it wasn’t my choosing, I think I can get in such big trouble I’m no longer wanting to live! This has been very hard on me and I’m beginning to feel like no one seems to realize or care this can happen to me, despite the fact I’ve been going to Two Rivers for years, now. Why should anyone turn against God now, since we’re so close to the cutoff date? I can’t breathe 😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨 it’s like the exodus from my mom’s place is being reversed, and I’ve never wanted to dishonor God even once!

Darkness covered the whole land of Egypt for three days, and no one left their houses, but the Israelites had light where they lived, so I love it. I pray I find the right answer to someone who might want to try and disprove God’s love and provision to everyone when they recite to me this passage, thinking I’m not aware of this. But this passage is found in page 37 of my NKJV Bible, page 48 of my NASB Bible, pages 83-84 of my VOICE copy, and pages 80-81 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.

It’s indeed one thing for someone to tell a human to leave their country because they don’t like them, but telling a servant of God or their own native men this?! Whaaaaaat??? Seriously, if I could, I’d make it so that everyone on earth had birthright citizenship. But even with these nine plagues, the Pharaoh was still unwilling to let the Israelites leave and serve God freely with everything they have. Weird, huh? Well, that kind of thing can happen anywhere… I don’t know what it looks like for you, but I had difficulty finding a place to live after I moved out of my mom’s house again… but that was due to an eviction she had faced. But she couldn’t help, so I was super-thankful I could live near the church soon, and live near the church I did, and still am. It was a difficult process, though, which I’ll explain as we go further and further into the story of the exodus from Egypt to settlement in Canaan. But my mom seems to have decided — well, I don’t know what she’s up to; I just know I find it difficult to spend time with most of my family members still. But I have good news: even though I got into a car crash a few weeks ago, I’m getting a check like three times the amount I originally paid for the car because the other guy was at fault for crashing into me! 🚗💥🚗🔜💰💵📈 I’m not telling you how much on here, though, or on ANY online platform… but it’s a shame I can’t do DoorDash anymore, since accidents like this are common in Arizona, even where it’s safer. And Arizona is a pretty big state, plus, the accident occurred in Mesa, near where I live, and it’s one of the safer parts of the country (Gilbert is better still in such terms), so I’ll need to pay off a lot of my debts with this. I do want to go on a five-day trip to Heber or something, but I need to hypothesize with my roommate and some friends with this, for I don’t think I can do it, even with a simple and easy-to-use app to get me somewhere nice for cheap. Nevertheless, I pray for any counsel concerning what I should do when my vacation starts next month (I have a week of paid vacation from Fry’s).

Any prayer requests? Sorry, I haven’t said this in a while 😅 Drop them in my e-mail: ron.outland4727@gmail.com! I’ll read each one, write them down (if they’re any good haha) then tape them to my bedroom walls! I’ll see you in chapter 11!

I ordered some pizza and wings with breadsticks and marinara sauce from Little Caesar’s just now, and it turned out that DoorDash took my order and gave it to one of my friends from church, which I love. His name is Jesse, and he asked me about if I’ve been going to church lately. I replied, “Sometimes,” for I don’t know how much I can tell him without information overload. But I haven’t felt safe to go to church much during the COVID-19 pandemic, and I don’t want to say it, but I think I haven’t been getting that much out of Awaken lately, since I turned 30 last December, but Hillsong is great, yet I don’t think I can trek the nearly ten-mile journey to and from the Mesa location on University Drive, each direction. I think I want to keep seeking Jesus with the Two Rivers guys, but I’m not feeling that good about a handful of messages the pastor is saying. But Jonathan and I don’t often go to church because of the virus, so I think I should view some Hillsong messages online, for I just got a heartwarming message from the Sydney locations that we are not forgotten by God 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💝💝💘💕💞💓💗😘😘😘🥰💋 (yep, I’m just doing this as if Jesus was physically in the room with me; I regret nothing, and it’s not a gay thing to do it haha but I can definitely make people laugh with this; I pray love for those who are into others of the same gender, though; they’re definitely worth it 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 I don’t want to judge them EVER, for I find it weird people get offended at them, but Jesus isn’t, thank God). I also started watching a Hillsong video they released this Sunday, but I was only about six minutes in when I found out I have a difficult time believing any promise someone announces even when their character is proven good in front of everyone. I wouldn’t judge anyone in Hillsong, though; I actually hope the good churches aren’t attacked by offensive men who want to shove Trump down our throats. Seriously.

So, there’s my two cents on what I feel led to do by the Holy Spirit in terms of community, even though there’s always the option of joining Awaken leadership, which I’d love to do. But if Tim, the pastor, knows I was born with autism, I don’t know what he’d contemplate for me. Still, I pray for God’s wisdom here…

Honestly, it really hurts me that they would’ve rejected my nieces if they were alive in Moses’ time. But thank God they’re alive today; they’re super-young, so I want to love them really good and help them believe God is not against them, but is saying, “Jesus is found in those two half-Filipino girls, since He, too, would be marginalized by their uncle’s enemies.” Unfortunately, many would tell you that you won’t have success because of Him. And sadly, it would be as if God Himself had decreed it. For even though the voice of the people isn’t the voice of God on many occasions, it’s like He has some secret agenda. Of course, that’s not true, but not many would say this. It seems like a waste of time to stay in the U.S., actually… but this passage is found in page 37 of my NKJV Bible, pages 47-48 of my NASB Bible, pages 82-83 of my VOICE copy, and pages 79-80 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.

I really don’t know what to say to the lack of humility here… I guess all I can do is avoid contact with others most of the time. I thank God my roommate loves all people, but I think evil influences are trying to seduce him and I think a large number of us, and it’s mostly in terms of elitism and exclusion. I’m sorry I haven’t said it earlier… but I feel like soon, I’ll be at a point where I’m going to clash repeatedly with him about something and that’s just never going to take me anywhere. I don’t know if a good future’s even possible for most people nowadays, seeing that COVID-19 tipped the earth past the point of no return so hard that poverty will be as abundant as the pollution in China throughout this life among mankind until Jesus comes, and we can’t find out when that’ll be 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔 but I don’t mean to frustrate anyone… I’d just rather not even leave the house except for DoorDash and doing other things sometimes 😩😩😩 I’ve had enough of rude everything… they’re not doing enough against unfriendliness at work, for it’s abundant among the staff, including in management! I let the store manager herself know about this, and she knew I had been weighed down by A LOT, so she wanted me to take a break and I did 😇😇😇😇😇 I wish I never needed to show up at a grocery store again, though. If I had known there’d be too much gossip among coworkers, and with customers around, I honestly probably wouldn’t have even bothered going online. I’ve tried to tell management about this before, but they don’t seem to care. I don’t want to leave Fry’s, but at the same time, I don’t even feel like showing up in the future. I just pray against the devil and his actions, I guess… but I feel it won’t work, like before.

As strange as it might sound, my Fry’s store could be my new Egypt… my mental health is important… you know? Most of the store’s managers (I don’t include my store manager in the equation), despite being in a union, are trying to keep mental health on the backburner. And I won’t be content with only the elimination of debt; I need more from Jesus! I guess I really am too radical for this world… so I might as well pray Jesus takes me home to Heaven without involving death somehow…

I need to say I think I lost track of where I was reading everything in recent weeks, sorry about that 😟😟😟🤪🥴 I did start DoorDash last week, though, and it’s working out marvelously! Also, I think I’m losing motivation and heart for this, but thank God He’ll always encourage me to keep going, seeing that He has promises for all of His children such as Mark 10:29-30. I also talked with my loan company yesterday, and thank God, I get to have most of my college debt forgiven after three years! I think I need to have all my payments met on time, but I pray I don’t have anything else terrible happen to me… I’d rather die, tbh 😩💀☠💩😅 better for that to happen to me than to be forced to take the vaccine even though it has no microchip… it’s probably a way for the mark of the beast to trample people underfoot soon, you know? There’s also smart TVs that record conversations, which I don’t think is good AT ALL, but this passage is found in pages 36-37 of my NKJV Bible, page 47 of my NASB Bible, pages 81-82 of my VOICE copy, and pages 78-79 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.

I want to remember the good things in life, and that God still has promises for everyone even if they don’t receive them (though not everyone will be saved; I think that’s probably obvious), but unfortunately, the recent shootings over the last few weeks in Atlanta and Boulder, Colorado (some of you may remember that something awful had happened there years ago, and also the Aurora movie theater shooting nearby in 2012) — they have strengthened the souls of the violent to overrun everyone with enough lovelessness to drive Jesus away… I’m genuinely starting to think that there will never be enough people who actually want to eliminate this. A customer came to me last Tuesday and she said that she and her husband noticed someone with a gun beneath their shirt and in their shorts and she was terrified. I don’t blame her! We asked management about it and not only is it legal, there’s also nothing we can do about it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I even told her I believe the second Amendment was a mistake. I’ve felt this way for about three and a half years, now, actually… I don’t want to be silent about this… and both of us are from Arizona, where I’ve lived all my life. I thank God for the miracles from Heaven that are the car, DoorDash, and loan forgiveness, but soon, Satan’s going to unleash all his forces on all mankind and we’re likely not going to survive this.

The boils on Egypt were one thing, but the heavy hail (which is done again in Revelation 16:21 because the people had failed to learn from everything that happens now) poured out on Egypt but the servants and the Pharaoh rejecting God here? Those guys are in Hell, now… and many people don’t want to believe God’s Name must be upheld… I feel like kindness is becoming a lost art because of them, and many people actually twist those passages to say it was a created thing! 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮 But God’s forgiveness always transcends sin, yet somehow there’s a lot who don’t like forgiveness 😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤 those guys are going to Hell, too (see Matthew 18:21-35). I don’t want to say this, but I feel like soon, without the promise of the Rapture, the name of Christ will give way to satanic everything, like that Lil Nas X video I heard about. But the unbelieving “churches” are good at driving people away from Christ; they don’t know how to do anything else. I’m tired of seeing troublesome everything happen, so I’m like, “Take me away from here…” I don’t know if I can even make Christ’s Name be heard in unreached places anymore, with or without prayer. Sucks, doesn’t it?

Despite this, the love of God never runs out, but whoever is causing all this stir will bear the divine penalty, just as Paul had prophesied God’s judgment on the Judaizers in Galatians 5:10. I’m also finding it difficult to walk with Christ on everyone’s account, for this can ruin my spirit, so that I speak rashly as Moses did (Psalm 106:33). And even if God strengthened me, this might actually cause everything to escalate on others’ part… I really don’t know what else to say or do about this; I just want to get away from town and relax at Saguaro Lake 🚗🛣🏞🛥😌😇😇😇 I just thank God for these miracles I’ve received over the last few weeks, I pray I don’t reject anything from Him…

I find it so weird that we’re over a year into the pandemic, and they still don’t have any good medicine for us to take, even if they spent any cash properly. I once heard that U.S. healthcare was only a billion-dollar industry but the Australia’s was like a trillion bucks. I find it weird that the U.S. isn’t learning anything from the Holy Spirit here. And there’s not even a bogus tech thing in Australia right now… but whatever. I thank God for three things: 1. My firstborn niece, Bee, got her tonsils out and the surgery was a complete success! (She’s only three years old; I hope you remember this…) 2. I got my stimulus check and a car this week! Now I can use DoorDash to make tons of deliveries left and right and maybe even generate a killer revenue, if God wills. 3. I don’t believe we need to experience delays… but the banks held me in suspense for way too long. I was actually praying that God would bankrupt everything… and even with having over $2,100 earlier today when I got paid for last week’s shifts, I’m not convinced the delays will EVER end. Those things are the epitome of offence, and I honestly think God’s authority is missing where delays are found, even with any disciples around. Still, this passage is found in page 36 of my NKJV Bible, pages 46-47 of my NASB Bible, page 81 of my VOICE copy, and page 78 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.

I wish the Holy Spirit was present enough to make it so that delays weren’t anywhere to be found, for even as I got my car I was waiting much longer than I had to because someone came over to Josh’s house (he’s the guy I bought the car from, and we’ve been friends since October 2014), and I mentioned to him that I don’t think this happened by coincidence, and patience shouldn’t ever be used as a soul-destroying weapon. For why would God eliminate the soul of a human being even if they’ve rejected Him? And I can already hear the arrogant comments: “Ron, patience is a fruit of the Spirit. It’s not only necessary for life, but something to be encouraged because there will never be enough miracles in this world, even from God.” Honestly, they might be right! Miracles will indeed be stopped more often because of them! The reason I took the DoorDash thing is not just to provide for my nieces and to pay off my debts. I also need to deliver food and water (and sometimes a sports drink) to those without a place to live. Unfortunately, I can’t do that and DoorDash at the same time while I’m logged on. Still, I can drive throughout town and give life-saving aid to others, including those who are coming from Mexico to search for a better life here. I gotta work on my español more…

I’m not sure if this is what the Israelites were thinking, but they had become so accustomed to the idolatry around them that they thought little of it, and I honestly think it’s getting harder to avoid, especially in ways like that golden statue of Donald Trump someone made to be worshiped. I want to destroy it! It’s a cursed object! And if someone wants to shut me down because I make this anti-idolatry statement (for God wants all or nothing; see 1 Corinthians 10:22), well, that’s on them. And yes, cursed objects are real, as Moses said in Deuteronomy many times. We’re not there in this round of Bible notes yet, but anticipate a lot of DoorDash for the time being… unless I somehow get disqualified from there like I had done in Postmates in 2018 when it got hot and I was riding a bike… Arizona has some brutal summers, let me tell you… I don’t think there’s any shortage of traps that are guaranteed to do me in, actually… and many people deny we even have an enemy, but his name is the former archangel of music. Today, he’s known to many by another name, and I need to remind all of us (including me) of this: every day, every hour, maybe even right now, dark forces try and raze the good and make it nothing more but a memory. And in the end, their greatest threat… is you. That’s something to think about. And yes, I just alluded to a Dumbledore speech in the sixth Harry Potter book/movie 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

So on that note, do you want me to pray for anything you’re concerned about? I know I need to write on my notebook of things to be thankful for (I think I need to update this): “Read this next time I’m freaking out…” indeed, even now, my first delivery will likely be my only one because of demonic traps, so I pray DoorDash goes well, and so does everything else in my car, and with other things I use to travel… but you can write to me any request on ron.outland4727@gmail.com so I can respond! I’ll see you soon with the seventh plague note. Ciao!