I ordered some pizza and wings with breadsticks and marinara sauce from Little Caesar’s just now, and it turned out that DoorDash took my order and gave it to one of my friends from church, which I love. His name is Jesse, and he asked me about if I’ve been going to church lately. I replied, “Sometimes,” for I don’t know how much I can tell him without information overload. But I haven’t felt safe to go to church much during the COVID-19 pandemic, and I don’t want to say it, but I think I haven’t been getting that much out of Awaken lately, since I turned 30 last December, but Hillsong is great, yet I don’t think I can trek the nearly ten-mile journey to and from the Mesa location on University Drive, each direction. I think I want to keep seeking Jesus with the Two Rivers guys, but I’m not feeling that good about a handful of messages the pastor is saying. But Jonathan and I don’t often go to church because of the virus, so I think I should view some Hillsong messages online, for I just got a heartwarming message from the Sydney locations that we are not forgotten by God 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💝💝💘💕💞💓💗😘😘😘🥰💋 (yep, I’m just doing this as if Jesus was physically in the room with me; I regret nothing, and it’s not a gay thing to do it haha but I can definitely make people laugh with this; I pray love for those who are into others of the same gender, though; they’re definitely worth it 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 I don’t want to judge them EVER, for I find it weird people get offended at them, but Jesus isn’t, thank God). I also started watching a Hillsong video they released this Sunday, but I was only about six minutes in when I found out I have a difficult time believing any promise someone announces even when their character is proven good in front of everyone. I wouldn’t judge anyone in Hillsong, though; I actually hope the good churches aren’t attacked by offensive men who want to shove Trump down our throats. Seriously.
So, there’s my two cents on what I feel led to do by the Holy Spirit in terms of community, even though there’s always the option of joining Awaken leadership, which I’d love to do. But if Tim, the pastor, knows I was born with autism, I don’t know what he’d contemplate for me. Still, I pray for God’s wisdom here…
Ron And His Stories 