Honestly, it really hurts me that they would’ve rejected my nieces if they were alive in Moses’ time. But thank God they’re alive today; they’re super-young, so I want to love them really good and help them believe God is not against them, but is saying, “Jesus is found in those two half-Filipino girls, since He, too, would be marginalized by their uncle’s enemies.” Unfortunately, many would tell you that you won’t have success because of Him. And sadly, it would be as if God Himself had decreed it. For even though the voice of the people isn’t the voice of God on many occasions, it’s like He has some secret agenda. Of course, that’s not true, but not many would say this. It seems like a waste of time to stay in the U.S., actually… but this passage is found in page 37 of my NKJV Bible, pages 47-48 of my NASB Bible, pages 82-83 of my VOICE copy, and pages 79-80 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.
I really don’t know what to say to the lack of humility here… I guess all I can do is avoid contact with others most of the time. I thank God my roommate loves all people, but I think evil influences are trying to seduce him and I think a large number of us, and it’s mostly in terms of elitism and exclusion. I’m sorry I haven’t said it earlier… but I feel like soon, I’ll be at a point where I’m going to clash repeatedly with him about something and that’s just never going to take me anywhere. I don’t know if a good future’s even possible for most people nowadays, seeing that COVID-19 tipped the earth past the point of no return so hard that poverty will be as abundant as the pollution in China throughout this life among mankind until Jesus comes, and we can’t find out when that’ll be ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ’”💔💔 but I don’t mean to frustrate anyone… I’d just rather not even leave the house except for DoorDash and doing other things sometimes 😩😩😩 I’ve had enough of rude everything… they’re not doing enough against unfriendliness at work, for it’s abundant among the staff, including in management! I let the store manager herself know about this, and she knew I had been weighed down by A LOT, so she wanted me to take a break and I did 😇😇😇😇😇 I wish I never needed to show up at a grocery store again, though. If I had known there’d be too much gossip among coworkers, and with customers around, I honestly probably wouldn’t have even bothered going online. I’ve tried to tell management about this before, but they don’t seem to care. I don’t want to leave Fry’s, but at the same time, I don’t even feel like showing up in the future. I just pray against the devil and his actions, I guess… but I feel it won’t work, like before.
As strange as it might sound, my Fry’s store could be my new Egypt… my mental health is important… you know? Most of the store’s managers (I don’t include my store manager in the equation), despite being in a union, are trying to keep mental health on the backburner. And I won’t be content with only the elimination of debt; I need more from Jesus! I guess I really am too radical for this world… so I might as well pray Jesus takes me home to Heaven without involving death somehow…
Ron And His Stories 