I need to say I think I lost track of where I was reading everything in recent weeks, sorry about that 😟😟😟🤪🥴 I did start DoorDash last week, though, and it’s working out marvelously! Also, I think I’m losing motivation and heart for this, but thank God He’ll always encourage me to keep going, seeing that He has promises for all of His children such as Mark 10:29-30. I also talked with my loan company yesterday, and thank God, I get to have most of my college debt forgiven after three years! I think I need to have all my payments met on time, but I pray I don’t have anything else terrible happen to me… I’d rather die, tbh 😩💀☠💩😅 better for that to happen to me than to be forced to take the vaccine even though it has no microchip… it’s probably a way for the mark of the beast to trample people underfoot soon, you know? There’s also smart TVs that record conversations, which I don’t think is good AT ALL, but this passage is found in pages 36-37 of my NKJV Bible, page 47 of my NASB Bible, pages 81-82 of my VOICE copy, and pages 78-79 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.
I want to remember the good things in life, and that God still has promises for everyone even if they don’t receive them (though not everyone will be saved; I think that’s probably obvious), but unfortunately, the recent shootings over the last few weeks in Atlanta and Boulder, Colorado (some of you may remember that something awful had happened there years ago, and also the Aurora movie theater shooting nearby in 2012) — they have strengthened the souls of the violent to overrun everyone with enough lovelessness to drive Jesus away… I’m genuinely starting to think that there will never be enough people who actually want to eliminate this. A customer came to me last Tuesday and she said that she and her husband noticed someone with a gun beneath their shirt and in their shorts and she was terrified. I don’t blame her! We asked management about it and not only is it legal, there’s also nothing we can do about it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I even told her I believe the second Amendment was a mistake. I’ve felt this way for about three and a half years, now, actually… I don’t want to be silent about this… and both of us are from Arizona, where I’ve lived all my life. I thank God for the miracles from Heaven that are the car, DoorDash, and loan forgiveness, but soon, Satan’s going to unleash all his forces on all mankind and we’re likely not going to survive this.
The boils on Egypt were one thing, but the heavy hail (which is done again in Revelation 16:21 because the people had failed to learn from everything that happens now) poured out on Egypt but the servants and the Pharaoh rejecting God here? Those guys are in Hell, now… and many people don’t want to believe God’s Name must be upheld… I feel like kindness is becoming a lost art because of them, and many people actually twist those passages to say it was a created thing! 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮 But God’s forgiveness always transcends sin, yet somehow there’s a lot who don’t like forgiveness 😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤 those guys are going to Hell, too (see Matthew 18:21-35). I don’t want to say this, but I feel like soon, without the promise of the Rapture, the name of Christ will give way to satanic everything, like that Lil Nas X video I heard about. But the unbelieving “churches” are good at driving people away from Christ; they don’t know how to do anything else. I’m tired of seeing troublesome everything happen, so I’m like, “Take me away from here…” I don’t know if I can even make Christ’s Name be heard in unreached places anymore, with or without prayer. Sucks, doesn’t it?
Despite this, the love of God never runs out, but whoever is causing all this stir will bear the divine penalty, just as Paul had prophesied God’s judgment on the Judaizers in Galatians 5:10. I’m also finding it difficult to walk with Christ on everyone’s account, for this can ruin my spirit, so that I speak rashly as Moses did (Psalm 106:33). And even if God strengthened me, this might actually cause everything to escalate on others’ part… I really don’t know what else to say or do about this; I just want to get away from town and relax at Saguaro Lake 🚗🛣🏞🛥😌😇😇😇 I just thank God for these miracles I’ve received over the last few weeks, I pray I don’t reject anything from Him…