I can see several similarities to this and to my own life now, since I want to see my niece again but I’m still not able to right now. But they are apparently ending the lockdown on Monday; regardless, I don’t think I can do much at this point despite what I plan to give to my mom and my niece’s mom for Mother’s Day next weekend (I’ll arrive at the latter’s house later, if God wills). Indeed, the pandemic can still go pretty strong, and I’m not confident everyone will be ok, particularly my niece if something happens, for she’s only two years old 👧🏼💖😩 I can even detect the idea that someone I know will be lying in wait to eliminate me, for the evil one is trying to destroy the connection due to this. Indeed, I pray I can get to her house soon 😭😭😭😭😭🚲🏠 I’m keeping everything ambiguous right now because I want to not let it slip what I plan to give to the women my niece is descended from. I want it to be really good, a blessing, actually… Yet I know that my mom could try again to eliminate my soul, as she has tried before in the past, but it didn’t work. Literally, it’s a Jezebelic thing to do, and I can’t survive with that around. I hope I can forever put her wrath away by the gift, but if that doesn’t work, either, I’ll be stuck without a good means to pay for my phone bill, for the virus is decimating the meat and many plants, and Satan’s also probably sending murderous hornets our way. (I heard about this a few days ago.) But in Arizona, it’s not much of a new thing, yet I pray God’s protection over all of Arizona anyway, and even some of the neighboring states west of here. I did see something red fly in my Fry’s store’s parking lot, though. But this passage is found in pages 27-28 of my NKJV Bible, page 35 of my NASB Bible, page 60 of my VOICE copy, and pages 58-59 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy.
Of course, like Joseph in verse 17, I NEVER want to take anyone’s freedom away, including my mom’s… even though I know she has blasphemed the Holy Spirit before by saying He was tantamount to willful ignorance. I’m wholeheartedly against that satanic idea, for it is unforgivable, and no Christian can even think that. Indeed, I want to be sure no one else I know does this, but that probably won’t happen, for a friend of mine had become Calvinist some time ago. I had shared some of the Bible notes on here with him on Facebook Messenger, I’ve discussed certain things from them with him, but I can’t trust him. For those who don’t know anything about Calvinism vs. Arminianism, it’s essentially the idea of God not loving everybody vs. God being unable to keep His children safe, for the T.U.L.I.P. acronym is literally the atheism that is total depravity, unconditional election, limited atonement, irresistible grace, and perseverance of the saints (refuted in Scriptures such as Genesis 42:28, Matthew 22:14, Romans 14:15 (and many others), Acts 7:51-53, and even Romans 8:35-39, respectively), and the idea that you can lose your salvation comes from a slight error in interpretation from Hebrews 6:4-8. But we shouldn’t take advantage of God, though. I’ll leave you to search up more yourselves, but if you want to ask me about it, let me know in the comments! As for me, I’m convinced it’s the Great Apostasy that has happened for hundreds of years, since the Reformation, even, and is now being perfected, as I said on my previous post.
In the rest of the chapter, Judah speaks up and explains the situation to Joseph (they still don’t know it’s him, Judah and their brothers), and… wait until you read chapter 45 to see the outcome. But if someone attacks your freedom because you were being honest and repentant about everything, stick a fork in it and you’re done. It’s like getting coins as an item in Mario Kart… you’ll know what I’m talking about it you’ve played Super Mario Kart and/or the Mario Kart 8 games. It’s highly unlikely you’ll win the race… and you might not even be able to believe the same thing again. Thank God I was brought out of that horrible situation three years ago last week after having been couch-surfing and going to a homeless shelter a lot for eight months beforehand, but that was because Jonathan brought me to the place I now live. I can’t not be thankful for him! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👊🏼👍🏼👌🏼✌🏼🤙🏼🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 My mom even reconsidered her state program plan for me because that would’ve sucked. I don’t think she knows I have a pool… I’ve never been any happier in other living situations, not even in Cole’s! I just hope she doesn’t impose anything on me again, because if she does, I’ll likely suffer forever. Anyone who imposes something on another human being or pet, even if something good, will not be saved, likewise if they disagree with this to even the slightest extent. There cannot be a good or forgivable interpretation about imposing like this from under heaven (as if it were a good thing), just as God cannot be mocked (Galatians 6:6), so they, too, have blasphemed the Holy Spirit by doing this, seeing that they saw from themselves God’s reality… permanently. Yet they claim their hellish crap is God’s reality is the only acceptable one from under Heaven. Weird, huh? It’s the problem of striving against the unjust (Proverbs 28:4). Indeed, there are always more atheists than reported…
Any ideas what to pray for? Write me an e-mail, if you wish, at ron.outland4727@gmail.com if you want to submit any prayer requests to me! I’ll read each one, write them down, then tape them to my bedroom walls! In the meantime, I pray I’m not some coward like how the U.S. reacted after the Vietnam War happened… but that truthfully is very graphic. Still, I’ll see you in the future with chapter 45! Sorry this took so long, by the way 😅😄😆