The title of this post is taken from the NKJV title of this passage, which is found in pages 15-16 of that Bible I’m using — this passage is also in page 20 of my NASB Bible, pages 34-35 of my VOICE copy, and page 34 of my Amplified Bible (Classic Edition) copy. Anyway, as I read this, I’m remembering that I can’t find every good opportunity in this life to do the good I want to do (you’ll see this unfold on this blog over time), and I’m actually pretty sure that someone in my life has wanted to say to me for a long time, “You deserve to lose the great opportunities despite others’ actions, for you turned 18 before this started, and you should just kill yourself right now!” Well, I don’t think that’s biblical. I still can’t put my finger on what lie is driving this, though, seeing that I can’t seem to find the right Bible verse to address the problem despite having nearly ten and a half years pass since I became Christian, and at this point, I’m a little afraid to ask anyone no matter what church I step into, even Two Rivers. For I heard a message last night that was partially about waiting (I won’t go into details), but I at least still can believe the pastor doesn’t hate the younger people. If he did, I wouldn’t go there anymore. He knew I was homeless three years ago, and he knew I was struggling with work on and off for three months after I got my first job, so if he knew what led to these things, I’m pretty sure he might not even want to be in the church he’s in anymore, for I’m getting a hateful vibe out of most of the older adults there. I still haven’t addressed what led to my two stints of homelessness during my mid-20s, though, but my mom texted me last night about meeting at her boyfriend’s place or something for the day after Thanksgiving, and I’m not really looking forward to seeing this unless my niece is around. I think her mom’s cousins (at least some of them) are pretty chill compared to the other family members we have. The generations that came before us are full of monsters!
Sorry, I haven’t mentioned the actual content of this 11-verse passage… Isaac had just finished mistakenly blessing Jacob thinking he was Esau, and then, the actual Esau comes in from his hunting, then he finds out Jacob had tricked him again, so he goes nuts and tries again to get a blessing from Isaac… all he could do was meditate on what Isaac had spoken over him in verses 39-40 (according to the VOICE version — there, it says Isaac could only speak over Esau the blessing that’s in those two verses), and… I don’t know what you would do, but I’d feel like an accursed man if my mom again outsmarts someone I trust with a single word of what she believes, even to the point of feeling God doesn’t want me to live a radical life for Him. She’s done it twice already, outsmarted staff members that trusted both of us — they took her side! I think she’s trying to enslave me still, for I know that she hates everyone who disagrees with her in anything, especially if it’s a good belief we hold to. And she knows I can preach the message that sets people free (John 8:32), so she’s trying to hinder it as long as possible, filling up the measure of her sins as the Jews did (1 Thessalonians 2:16). That’s the mission of all the children of Satan. I don’t want to do any of this! I’ve really enjoyed the peace God has given and the security I deserve to have over the last two and a half years I’ve lived in Gilbert — it’s against the law to force someone to live somewhere they don’t want to live! It was illegal in the late 2000s… it’s still illegal now.
Also, I don’t know how to translate the passage into a way someone who’s had opportunities stolen from them can understand. My only guess is that people use this to enslave those who can’t get free from the demonic and unjust system other people have created. Indeed, only 1% of all slaves have ever been freed, because they’ve been repeatedly told they’re mindless and worthless soil-shoving losers! That completely enrages me, and I honestly wish people did more against it, whether it seemed convenient to them or not. I guess people can manipulate one’s free-will long enough to steal, if it were possible, a chance for them to know Christ Jesus. That’s utterly satanic, and I think God should act against them before it’s too late. But of course, we never get any timely opportunities often enough… people still die of injustice, even if they’re saved from themselves (see Acts 4:12). And with the dumb crap that too many who claim to profess Jesus have done over the centuries, especially in this day and age (remember that immigrants are still enslaved at the Mexican border for no good reason), the Church could soon be shut down by God Himself. The Church is supposed to change the world, not join the evil one!😡😡😡😡😡 I think if the evil one had his way, revival will be hindered forever! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 We can’t let that happen! Also, I’ve thought of privatizing this, but I guess I can’t really do that, for while I wouldn’t share this on Facebook right now, I’ll at least put this website on my bio there. For I’m sure violence will only increase with or without news like this. I’m honestly scared to death that none of us will survive, and the Kingdom of God, as we know it, will lose the grace God’s poured out on all mankind.
Pray that the invisible Church might continue to exist, for I’m not feeling good about attending any church after what I heard and discovered last night — I thought Danny Silk’s teaching against punishment would be well-received… it was pretty unpopular in even my own church. I’m not impressed. But the abusive dirtbags won’t last forever, so I’m pretty happy that my generation gets to be a voice for the next one. Yet the people of the previous generations, if their righteous ones in this nation have all died off by now, will be remembered as the people who have been enemies of Jesus as if they predated Him or something. So I have no interest of following them, even on TV. God will never forgive them, but will forever hate their characters (as opposed to hating their person, in which it would contradict His nature) — He will forget every last one of them forever. So pray that He doesn’t do the same to you, for they have violated forgiveness too much, and Matthew 18:21-35 says they’re the unforgiving butt-holes who only delighted in themselves. God might even enjoy defeating them (as Deuteronomy 28:63 says about the Israelites of Jeremiah’s day)… but solely on the basis that their influences will be gone forever. It’s not too late for you if you wish to honour Him, though, so pray anything you want — to make a request for me to pray for you, you can leave an e-mail in my inbox at ron.outland4727@gmail.com! I’ll read each one, write them down, and tape them to my bedroom walls! I’m not expecting anything to be rich in theology, though, so you don’t have to worry about sounding foolish to anyone, for Jesus loves child-like prayers, such as getting a puppy for Christmas 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍🐶🐾 I wish I could carry one everywhere! I want to adopt some instead of buying them, though; it only feeds the ridiculous breeding industry that screws up their genetics and even kills them. And yes, my words have been pretty strong once again, but I don’t mean to make you live in fear or anything. I wish I didn’t have to say anything about this! I want all of us to be carefree, though… so I’ll see you in the next post!
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