Hey, friends, I’m Ron here with another intermittent post! I’m not doing Genesis 24 yet; this might take a while because it’s the longest chapter of the Bible so far. Granted, most chapters in Luke’s Gospel average in such a length of over 60 verses each, but I believe love can happen anyway 😊😊😊 I pray I behave better, too, actually, for there are times in which I feel great about stuff but soon believe I can get through anything and then get scared to even leave the house. I think I swing in between those two extremes often, and I wish I didn’t do this. I don’t have any confidence I can get through my first student loan bill or even the next $90 payment to the debt collection company needing my tuition money from spring 2014 without any help. I’m grateful for the extra time I could put in to my job at Fry’s last week, but I want more ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ I don’t think I can save money very good without craving EVERYTHING, either. You can treat these as some of my late-night confessions, although some I have in mind I should save for church/Awaken leadership, for there are some things I really don’t want to put online no matter what platform I use. I’m terrified to find how my friends and family might react if I mentioned anything, though I haven’t done anything sexual or reprehensible, except that my brother and I fought a lot when we were younger (I won’t put the details on here; I might have to save my strangest confessions for Acts 8 in the part about Simon trying to buy Peter’s ministry, for who hasn’t done weird things when they’re first born again?), but we didn’t kill each other; we were children, and I should’ve known better even as I was going into college. I wish I could’ve done better growing up, and I wish I could’ve found Jesus soon enough to save me from the danger I now experience by having too many debts to pay back with such a low income. I feel I’ve failed as a human being sometimes, actually… I don’t even think my family name has any honor left, though if my niece isn’t harshly persecuted for any reason like I was, even if she becomes Christian in the future, it might not be defamed into oblivion. But I don’t know… I pray she becomes Christian tonight.
Any prayers you want to submit to me? (They can be confessions, too; I won’t judge.) Leave them in my e-mail: ron.outland4727@gmail.com! I’ll read them, write them down (if they’re good) and tape them to my bedroom walls! I’ll remember that we all make mistakes, too. I’ll see you in the next one when we go into chapter 24!
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